pain

my right shoulder hurts.. my cervical bone is still giving me pain.. and there was this sharp sudden pulsing pain on the left side of my skull two nites ago.. definitely not migraine.. cos i dun think migraine is like that..

injured my right knee from the last camp.. the pain is still there.. the pain behind my knees are perpetually there due to the constant need to stand during work.. plasters all over my feet due to the shoes.. and plasters on my hands due to blister pack cuts and paper cuts..

=S

We shall grow old together...

and we shall do this again.. and if i do get lucky like what happened on this day.. we shall really buy 4D.. =)

Missing you very much.. Lots of hugs and love always..

Fate?

Maybe kah ying was right... maybe i do not really believe in fate... but i do believe there was a period when i believed in fate...

i believe that it was fate that landed me in ACJC because it was my third choice - i had initially wanted NJC... it was also fate that had me make a call to him and thats how everything started to go uphill... when i told him i like him for the first time was also the point when everything changed.. as a result, i probably had the one of the best moments of my teenage life...

from that point onwards, i probably did not believe that fate was what held my relationship together... i believe i gave what i could and i worked for it.. holding on to what i knew i would probably not be able to live without... holding on to smth i knew i wanted...

the more important it is to me... the more unwilling i am to give up trying... but i know things are never as simple as that...

so maybe.. just maybe... i should really try to accept the fact that some things are really fated to be the way they are...

Whatever it is, whatever the reasons are.. That chapter is closed.. I havent got the energy and the time to dwell on it anymore..

Loveactually has got to be my most most most most favourite movie of all time! Such a genius.. and one of my favourite lines has to be one of colin firth's part.. when he said

it's my favourite time of the day.. driving you...

and to which she replied

it's the saddest part of my day.. leaving you...

and hugh grant will always be one of the best actor in movies like this... =)

this movie makes me laugh and cry at the same time.. =)

but for now let me say,

without hope, or agenda..

just because it is christmas,

(and at christmas you tell the truth)

to me, you are perfect..

and my wasted heart will love you..

I know what's at the end of this road.. just wasn't sure if the journey will get easier... there has been changes.. again, just wasn't sure if the changes are for the better... i'm only hoping it will at least be worth something i've always been holding on to...

Pip and Housemates

It's been a while since i last update on Pip... these are some of the photos of him when he was still less than a month old.. still feeding on Pebble's milk... haha so cute...

Pip in Ray's pocket.. He must be feeling very warm and secured.. hehe

Separated Pip from Pebble when he is 2.5 mths old.. So now Pip stays with Whisky.. It's rather difficult to differentiate Whisky from Pip just by looking at the photos actually...

Today Pip jumped into the alfafa bag.. haha.. too freaking inpatient! Pip is always hungry! and he is always very bossy... he has to sit in the feeding bowl to eat.. and poor whisky always have to eat with Pip sitting in the bowl.. Pip forgot that he grew alot alrd and he can be too big for the bowl sometimes...

The rest are just pictures of housemates who went somewhat crazy haha...